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Misunderstandings

Sat Oct 3, 2009, 12:00 AM
Since my last journal was obviously misunderstood by some people.
I would tell you what happened to me, but it is very very personal and outside of DA, and I do not want to bring my problems here. That was why I did not elaborate; let's just say I was swindled out of an important opportunity by someone I trusted. The only reason I posted anything was to let people know that sadly, I do not even know yet if or when I will be able to fulfill my art promises since trying to take care of all that's going on in my life right now will make it hectic; I want more than anything to be around, so I will do my utmost in that respect, but it hurts me that again I am going through a tumbling phase in life outside DA that won't let me do as much as I wanted. I should have taken the time to breathe first, understand what happened and then write a calmer journal like this one, but it was the first time I ever lost something really important to me career-wise and it was a blow too sudden to process.
Now, no one is obligated to read this journal, and I am not writing it for sympathy or to get comments or any sort of thing. I only wanted to inform everyone who expect things of me that I do not know yet when things will calm down enough for me to draw again and be around. Could be today, in a week, in a year... I just don't know yet. This wasn't a `Bwaaah I am leaving DA zomg` as some people seem to have thought, and I'd appreciate not being insulted when I am going through too much already. I do not want wars here, or anywhere, and so flaming comments will be, as ever, ignored and deleted.
I did not want to hurt anyone's feelings, and if that happened by accident I apologize. No one has to comment, no one is obligated to offer any support, this is just to inform everyone of what's happening to me right now and why I might suddenly seem to `vanish`- it won't be because I wanted to. Again, I will try my utmost to keep in touch and support the people who have supported me here, and I will get to everything I promised first chance I get. The people who have been around for me here are never far from my mind, and if I came here to tell my watchers that I am hurting right now it's because I thought at least some of them might care. If I have to apologize for anything right now, it would be that I did not write this journal first, since obviously the other one cast me in a bad light. But it is your choice to stick around or not, and read this or not, and think of me as Lucifer or not. I just wanted to say thank you to the ones who didn't up and snap at me, and understood what I am all about without instantly thinking the very worst they could. It's to those people I write these lines, and hope to make up for that as best I can.
I think that covers just about everything,
-PhantomJustice

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  • Current Residence: My comfy and cosy lair in the depths of the Opera Populaire...
  • Interests: Where to begin? Writing, riding, drawing, singing, operating... throwing chandeliers...
  • Favourite movie: Haven't you guessed so far? Phantom of the Opera, Moulin Rouge, Fight Club and LOTR...
  • Favourite band or musician: You name it; From Linkin Park to Eminem and from Enigma to Nickelback...
  • Favourite genre of music: All of them. I generally adore music with very few exceptions (*winces at ghastly sopranos*)
  • Favourite artist: Hmmm, *arches a charming brow again* There are so many, I would not want to disappoint anyone...
  • Favourite poet or writer: My lair is practically a library. Which one to pick?
  • Favourite photographer: Any quality equine photographer, from amateurs to pros.
  • Favourite style of art: *Has no particular preferences* Anything that captures my attention.
  • Skin of choice: Ummm... my own?? *purrs a deep, wicked chuckle*
  • Favourite game: Wit-sparring and driving my (opera) managers mad
  • Favourite gaming platform: Hahah. EVERYWHERE.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Scar (now that's what I call a Voice)
  • Personal Quote: `You still have the time to run from me, daroga... `
  • Tools of the Trade: Punjab Lasso *winks*

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Oh my gosh. Your art is gorgious. My friend told me about you and WOW! JUST WOW! It's the most beautiful unicorns, horses, and pegasus. I want to fav but im afraid I would end up faving your whole gallery. May I please watch you?

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:iconphantomjustice:
Oh, btw who told you about me? :)

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My sis ~RoyalPain13 told me to look you up because you had amazing art. And she was right ^^

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:iconphantomjustice:
Thank you :floating: That's really sweet of you to say.:)

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:iconmean-cat:
your most welcome to the truth

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:iconphantomjustice:
Thank you, that's really kind of you :) Feel free to fav and watch as much as you want ;)

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:iconmean-cat:
hehe thank you very much ^^

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wow!! thanks for the watch!! :)

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You are most welcome :D

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